"How was it?" he asked softly.
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"I wasn't jealous," he said. "I was… proud. And horny."
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The hotel room was ordinary. The sex was not. It wasn’t “porn sex.” It was awkward at first—fumbling with a condom, nervous laughter, a moment where I asked, “Is this okay?” But then, something unlocked. With no history, no mortgage, no arguments about the thermostat, I let go. I was loud. I was greedy. I asked for what I wanted.